January 27, 2011
The Living Dead

“You will not fully comprehend something without embracing it closely.”

I do not know if ten years had passed but now, I proudly declare that finally, I am able to understand the magnitude of this sentence. I used to think that imaginations are the closest thing to reality and life is nothing but a mere illusion derived from an old man’s dream.

When I was alive, I wondered what will happen when I am dead. Now that I am biologically dead, I have this overwhelming urge to tell the living to fully maximize their lives because the world of the dead is comparable to the environment in a mental asylum; your life will be in your own imagination of the world.

Do not underestimate the power of imagination because if your mind is capable of churning out superhuman thoughts, chances are, you will be a superhuman in your own imagination.

One of the classic pre-school remarks is “Yeah, you can achieve that in your dreams!”. Dreams are uncontrollable imaginations that you can never think of when you are mentally sound or rather, when you are awake.

Great minds or artists’ first pillar of success is immersing themselves with their thoughts before embarking on the planning stage to transform their thoughts to brilliant masterpieces.

Think and let loose your imaginations while you are still alive because when you are dead, you have nothing but your own thoughts to keep you entertained or if you are lucky, you will amuse yourself in this perpetual deafening silence.

“What will I do if I am still alive now?”

November 25, 2010
Sunlight and its Journey

The crimson and unusually crisp Sunlight perforated everything in its path.

“I’ve travelled a long way,” the Light thought.

On the bed, there’s a stiff and rigid body - a common symbol to illustrate one’s self lost in the terrestial dreams.

“The gateway between fiction and non - fiction,” the light thought again.

The Light changed its course slightly by a mere two degrees, to be precise, to navigate its way to the slumbering man’s most light sensitive region - The Eyes.

“I can’t wait to irritate him, nothing can stop me be it the half-enclosed eyelids or a more potent enemy - Energy. Energy radiated from the walls although weak, the energy is enough to knock me off my stride - missing the intended target by a mere fraction and then, received a dizzying blow that triggered my dispersion of speckled self due to the head - collision with rock solid walls,” the Light cursed, obviously reminiscing its unfortunate past.

“This is it!” the Light chuckled.

With one mighty leap of considerable speed, the Light pierced through the man’s retina and bullishly made its way through the man’s optic nerves.

I’m not slowing down, it’s just the beginning.

The light wandered through the myriad of nerves that send it into a dizzying rollercoaster ride and then…

“….finally, the brain, the core, without it, my purpose is pointless, absolutely pointless. I must wake him up. I must.” The Light almost dancing in jubilation now.

With the last corner within the nerves fast approaching, the light gathered its speed and increased its momentum for one final push.

On the bed, the man squinted his eyes, feeling disjointed and vividly dazed. He glanced to the clock and muttered several verses of curses, clearly not impressed by the morning Sunlight.

“I’ve achieved my goal.”

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Filed under: Sunlight Sleeping 
November 25, 2010
Dark Knight and his Deathly Intentions

The omnipotent dark matter lingers on with ever stride I made. An unwelcome accomplice. Mercilessly engulfing anything that stood in its path, I hastened my step to escape the vociferous lightning speed dark matter.

The dark knight that is piloting the dark matter space ship shook its head in bewilderment. “You can’t escape me”, the knight heaved, his chest puffed up like an arrogant rooster. The aim of chasing the man is apparently no rocket science as the dark knight put its craft on auto-pilot mode.

Too easy.

The pilot of the dark matter’s mind shifted as he encountered many vague jigsaw puzzles in his mind. Being a true warrior that existed practically since the beginning of the universe, the dark knight marvelled at his true capabilities.

“Light”, the dark knight thought, his facial expression changed into fits of invlountary disgusted reaction. When the human soul achieve something succesfully, their soul achieve enlightenment that very instant and thus, radiating light that overpowers everything including darkness - Me.

Never a big fan of humans achieving success, his task automatically throttled to life upon hearing and seeing the deafening sight of human illumination.

Trailing behind the man like a faithful ghostly silhouette, the dark knight unleashed its most potent weapon in its arsenal - the telekinetic radiator. Its undoubtedly the most efficient weapon capable of transforming a man with noble intentions to a sadistic serial-killing murderer in an instant.

“So much for achieving your aim to transforming you from an almost-convict to a respected figure among friends and family” the Knight hissed.

The man who was previously pacing about in his room suddenly felt a new thought in his mind.

“What you did was nothing? It was blown into biblical proportions by mind contortionists whose only aim is to bring you down. You are always free to do what you want to do be it in a positive light or a NEGATIVE light”, somehow the word ‘negative’ burns the brightest in the man’s mind, obviously despising his parents’ words to showcase a permanent change to his attitude.

“I am free to do whatever I want. It’s MY choice”, the man’s mind almost certained which path to take to lead the course of his life.

Following closely, the dark knight grinned like a Cheshire cat when he spotted the red light in his dashboard blinking violently - signalling that his intention to pollute the man’s mind is a successful one.

“The purpose of humans is to seek enlightenment, my job is to pulverise their attempts and spread the wisdom of darkness”, the knight vividly beaming as he prepared to change its target to yet another man.

Too easy.

“I feel like a dark winged-angel entity”

November 25, 2010
Spirituality is a questioning of humanity’s place in the universe, marked by an interest in self-reflection, mortality and meditation. Spirituality is often associated with things that are mysterious, felt before they are understood, and beyond the scope of human thought, time and history. Distinct from religion, spirituality is an attitude and not an organized set of rituals or beliefs.
A second later, I saw an aperture in which a small, narrow opening where light is focused emphasizing the values of life that radiates from the branches of tress to the crest of the perpetual motion of waves.
I sat on a dead log. Seconds turn into minutes when I finally comprehend the complexity of the aura that rendered me speechless a moment ago. Then, the blistering array of light shot down through the leaves and it’s spectrum of light dance about on the shard of glass and I gazed at it’s dizzying party till it’s time for me to be jolted back into the harsh reality of life. The life that I despise since I breathed my first breath.

Spirituality is a questioning of humanity’s place in the universe, marked by an interest in self-reflection, mortality and meditation. Spirituality is often associated with things that are mysterious, felt before they are understood, and beyond the scope of human thought, time and history. Distinct from religion, spirituality is an attitude and not an organized set of rituals or beliefs.

A second later, I saw an aperture in which a small, narrow opening where light is focused emphasizing the values of life that radiates from the branches of tress to the crest of the perpetual motion of waves.

I sat on a dead log. Seconds turn into minutes when I finally comprehend the complexity of the aura that rendered me speechless a moment ago. Then, the blistering array of light shot down through the leaves and it’s spectrum of light dance about on the shard of glass and I gazed at it’s dizzying party till it’s time for me to be jolted back into the harsh reality of life. The life that I despise since I breathed my first breath.

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Filed under: Spirituality Divine 
November 25, 2010
Meet Death

Darkness. Pure darkness.

Where was I?

I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t open my eyes, I couldn’t hear.

Where was I?

Strangely, I could think. As the reality gradually transcended into my soul, I gulped, trying to force down the bitter globule of truth that I just discovered.

I was alone. Alone in this moist barricade like a protective cage to a lonely parrot. Ironically, I hated my ‘cage’. I wanted to escape into the realms of the beautiful world I was previously in. The glorious sunshine, the dews on the leaves forming under the spectacular canopy, the snow-capped mountains, everything and everyone else. I was deprived.

Then, a terrfying tremor jolted my lifeless body like a paper-thin body on a rollercoaster ride. I summoned all my strength and committed unperturbed concentration to open my eyelids forcibly but to no avail. I couldn’t comprehend the events that ensued simultaneously like a programmed domino effect.

During the puzzling chain of events, by God’s grace, I could listen again. I regretted the moment I was thankful to the divine intervention for the unexpected gift to hear once again. Initially, it was like a slow rumble and then it grew in ‘velocity’ and the exponential rise in the decibel scale took me off guard.

“Ahoy wretched soul! I bid you a warm welcome to the dungeon of mine…. Home to the unworthy and unthankful rats like you.” The booming voice startled me and the silence that ensued seemed almost devilish.

“Unworthy? Unthankful? What had I done?” My mind fought back nonchalantly.

“There’s the defiance! A typical act of unconscious self - defence verbal mechanism. Fret not, I get that a lot. In any case, I have been commanded by my majesty, the King of Appreciation to confine you indefinitely for your ungrateful thoughts and selfish deeds during your time in the Eden of wealth, fortune, knowledge and love; The Earth. Any last wishes?” The words shoved my brain in a downward spiral embedded deep into a vacant and dreary abandoned land.

“I want to get out of this shit hole! Now! Please! Please! Please don’t leave me.” My mind unleashed its devastating blood-curdling cry that caused my lungs to burn. My first sensation on my body, though it lasted a few seconds.

“You have had your chance on Earth to experience life but all you ever do was to whine like a bed - ridden whore!” With that, the Voice disappeared and a cloud of silence looms above. It’s a deafening silence.

My life felt different on myself. For once I greeted death and understood my heart’s position. I wore my life like a garment from the mission bundle sale ever so lightly because I realized I did not pay anything for it, cherishing it because I know I would not come by such a bargain again.

The indifference served as a painful reminder to never take things for granted for the sword outwears it’s sheath and the soul wears out the breast and gradually, the heart must pause to breathe and love itself has to rest.

Instantaneously, my mind was swarmed with regrets and ‘what if-s’ and ‘what not-s’. It’s too late now. I’m done. I’m done for good. I terminated my mind and indulge into a deep and undefined slumber.

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Filed under: Death Grave 
November 25, 2010
Will you?

When you begin to walk,

will you ever imagine your life to turn out as what it is now?

When you’re at the peak of happiness,

will you ever imagine your life to turn out as what it is now?

When you have everything going on in perfect symphony with elation and exhilaration,

will you ever imagine your life to turn out as what it is now?

In the course of life, bask in the glory of good times and learn from the bad times for there’s always sunshine after a downpour and sunlight after dawn.

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Filed under: Walk Imagine Happy Life 
November 25, 2010
The Sun

From my vantage point, there are white, ghostly silhouettes floating stealthily, almost gracefully, on my daughter’s pale blue body. Her fashionable accessory, the clouds never fail to keep me guessing as to why they are so vital but yet, out of the blue, they will disappear like the infamous Houdini vanishing act. Of all my 8 children, the Earth is the pick among the bunch because of its mystical beauty that defies every law of apprehension. Yes, I know that parents shouldn’t be bias to one’s child because of the stink and dirt that will possibly arise. However, because of Earth, my responsibility as a parent can be utilize and set in motion because it will give the tenants on Earth a sense of direction in life and in atomic level, the start of every food chain is triggered by my beauty glow - Sunlight. For billions of years, never did I once fail to question the basic etiquette of survival - when are we going to die? or in my case, when can I stop unleashing my fury and being portrayed by the tenants on Earth as a vociferous and unforgiving body of light that is vital in sustaining life on my daughter’s belly. The tenants or they nonchalantly call themselves, humans have existed for eons now and I have watched them grow with my all - seeing eye how they progress from wooden spear combat to full armored brass chains to bombs of destruction and now, from the comfort of one’s air - conditioned office, they are able to launch a full scale nuclear attack while they rock back and forth in their leather chair with a cool swift of cigar - in perfect symphony with the guaranteed deaths of at least a million with further deaths of at least a hundred thousand in the next decade due to the radioactive properties of Uranium (which surprisingly can be found in abundance on my son, Neptune’s body). My daughter’s inexplicable calmness and patience allows her tenants to not only slaughter themselves but hurting her chest at the same time. Occasionally, when the pain is unbearable, her automated defense mechanism sprang into life as water will engulf the shores of discomfort to rid itself with the toxins and unfortunately, four years ago, the ‘tsunami’ as the tenants called it, killed hundreds of thousands people in one my daughter’s organs called Indonesia or more specifically in one of her arteries called, Aceh. She went into obsolete depression state because of the deaths that she caused till all she could ever do was to lead a normal life without any major functions worth mentioning about. Till one day, from afar, she broke down really bad that it threatened to drown away one of her organs, Mauritius. Thankfully, I intervened at the nick of time to prevent her emotional delusions to cause her physical discomfort. My sole purpose is to bring warmth and hospitality to her tenants and true to the phrase that life has opposites, my warmth can be a revelation and bring joy to countless tenants and sometimes, I incurred the wrath of ungrateful tenants as they dissed at the sweltering heat and sweat profusely like one of my daughter’s plethora of bacterias and viruses, the pigs as the tenants called it. As my daughter slowly completed an oscillation, the previous sight of tenants furiously rushing to work to escape the morning traffic has been reduced to mothers tucking their baby tenants to sleep. Almost instantaneously, the tenants from my daughter’s other half of her organs woke up abruptly as they fervently make their way to the bathrooms for one sole purpose - to escape the morning traffic. The cycle goes on perpetually till the Day of the Hour arrives and we’ll be destroyed by our Creator that made us all from a single and highly dense atom. Till then, the only reason why I am more motivated than ever to breathe light into my daughter’s curvaceous body is the smile that is plastered across millions of cheeks as they witness a more discreet form of myself, the Sunset as the humans called it.

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Filed under: Sun Emotions Clouds Earth 
November 25, 2010
Red Bricks

The cimmerian shade of the night sky is plain gorgeous. The solemn, white apparition that took the form of clouds, move stealthily across the dark blanket into the unknown like an amateur thief venturing into a secured mansion. I love the night. I am not a faithful lover of the day even though I will be immeasurably entertained. The thought of the uncompromising Sun throwing its rays like arrows from hell is the sole testimony of my never-to -be solemnization with galaxy’s astoundingly gargantuan lamp. From my constricted vantage point, I saw the dizzying traffic lights, patiently changing its form, guiding those fools to uphold peace and order on Mother Earth. Similar to the beliefs of the other bricks, yes, we are guaranteed a never - ending, almost perpetual life. However, I was brought up into this neighbourhood that has little or no excitement at all, like a lavish Christmas party without a Christmas tree (A main focus of attention that effortlessly draws the sparkling eyes of the gazers and seemingly, adhering remarkable note-worthy moments together.) The tactful element of surprise is simply non-existent whenever those fools are physically manipulating us in shape to serve them like an enthusiastic laborer assigned to tidy up Earth’s littered belly. Despite the barbaric treatment we received, we stood true to our proven chemical qualities to provide turgidity and structure for the fools’ home. Just when I thought that we’re often taken for granted, my soul mate, my perpetual lover, my faithful shining bee, my sumptuous honey star peeped from the horizon, instantly making my mouth gaped in awe like an aborigine’s reaction after witnessing a beautiful meadow strutting her assets. You never fail to rescue me from life’s bitter epiphany and nature’s devilish cry, oh my beloved Stars.